Friday, September 27, 2013

It's been a long time!

Lot's has happened here. We moved on the 14th! After almost 3 years of trying and waiting to get a house we finally have one. The moving process has been a lot harder than I thought it would be. I miss my home. This house doesn't feel like home yet and I can't wait until it does. It's hard to feel like you are constantly in someone elses house.

I think a big part of that is my anxiety. Back in June I finally took the plunge and went to a therapist because my anxiety had spiraled out of control and I was basically home bound. I'm currently going through the process of changing things. I've learned tools to help control my anxiety and now I'm in the process of changing my 'mistaken beliefs'. It's a long hard process but I'm already starting to see some results and it makes me extremely happy.

I started homeschooling my middle boy this year too. So now I have a 2nd grader and a preschooler that I'm schooling this year. It's been a huge learning process for me but I think it's going ok so far. Since we now live in a better school district I'm going to have to make a decision next year if we are going to keep homeschooling or put our oldest in public school. I'm very conflicted on this. I feel like God has led me to homeschool but the fear of my sons' being the weird homeschooled kids in this small town can be overwhelming.

Lot's of things to do. Lot's of things to process and I hope to get back to writing my blog regularly very soon. Just have to have this crazy ride slow down a little :)